and there she goes ...

booh! and here i am writing. :( im so fcukin twisted right now. seriously twisted that i think i gotta go take something to eat now. satt! okayyyy. having my lunch right now. oh wait, gotta change the song. gesssh! okie, currently listening to the fray. haha! first time la listening to them. sober voicess. hawt x)) oh yea, went to school this morning and hell it was friggin bored! i dono why but i was seriously down that i didnt talked that much. feels like time passing by too fast today and yet im feeling BLANK. boooh, why baby why? maybe too many pressure on me right now. im leaving myspace and friendster behind. i quitted irc few weeks ago but yeah, no one knoes. let it be. omygod, sayarindukanseseorangg! bangat2. :(( just met him last saturday. but aiye, only for few mins. owh! i shudnt haf brought him along yea? maybe he is not comfortable being there with me. aww, i feel so low right now. i dunno. some creepy thoughts wrapped with fears are haunting me these past two days. shitty! i must have my own mind back. why cant i just stop being so damn paranoid? omaigooodd. when i was in the physics lab this morning, i told azie that i wanted to let go of everything. but then i told her again, i dont seem to be able to do that! wieee wieeee, shayangku. me shayang u more than anything. dangg! help me pls? im losing my mind. i might kill myself. goshhhhhh! better go now. finishkan my lunch. mwachiachos =D